Blame It On The Pain Episode 36
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???? Blame It On The Pain THIRTY SIX:
(Alyssa)
After Jackson paid the admission and we walked into the club, things got weird.
For the first half hour, he refused to make eye contact with me and practically ignored me.
And since neither of us are big drinkers we didnβt spend much time at the bar. Not a whole lot of liquid courage for either of us to rely on.
That only left one thing to do. Dance.
Which Jackson, of course, said he doesnβt do.
With only an hour left of my actual birthday, a night that started out so good, was turning out to be a bust.
Which is why Iβm currently on the dance floor with some guy wearing a green mask while smoky air and dark sultry music surround us.
I have no interest in my dancing partner other than dancing but even in the almost pitch black room, I can feel Jacksonβs eyes on me the whole time.
Which is odd, because I swear, it seems like every femaleβs eyes are on him.
And I canβt say that I blame them one bit. If only they got a load of how sxy his face is without the maskβ¦Iβm pretty sure theyβd faint.
My dancing partner grabs my hi ps and leans in much closer. Through his mask, Jacksonβs eyes narrow.
The D.J changes the beat up a little and cues up Meg Myers, Desire.
The guy presses flush against me and starts getting really into itβ¦until heβs suddenly gone and Iβm being pressed against a wall instead.
I look up and Jacksonβs staring down at me, my former dancing partner long gone.
Iβve never seen Jackson look at me like this before. I donβt know if I should be scared or turned on. I choose the latter.
He leans down, his breath tickling my ear. βIβve had about as much as I can take, Alyssa. I donβt like watching while some other guy puts his hands all over you.β
Wow, this sounds a lot like jealousy. Against my better judgment, I decide to provoke him. βWhyβs that?β
I know exactly what I want. And thatβs him. Now, he needs to decide if he wants me once and for all. This hot and cold business is becoming exhausting.
He closes his eyes. I donβt even think he realizes that heβs started swaying to the music. And for someone who claims they donβt dance, heβs awfully good at it.
He raises my hands above my head and slowly grinds himself against me. βI think you know why,β he rasps.
I shake my head and bite my lip. βNo. Why donβt you tell me? Or better yet, show me.β
You can cut the sxual tension between us with a knlfe at this point, but Iβm putting the ball in his court. He turned me down when it was in mine.
He leans his forehead against mine, links our fingers together and thrusts against me. βI want to be the only one whoβs allowed to touch your body like this. I want it to be me you think about at night when you touch yourself. I want it to be my name youβre screaming when Iβm making you come. I want you to be mine, because as far as Iβm concernedβ¦Iβm already yours.β
Iβm dizzy with those words. Our lips are so close, weβre almost kssing. And my God, do I need him to kiss me right now.
βIβm yours. Now kss me, Jackson.β
His thumb brushes over my bottom lip. βEverything will change,β he warns.
And heβs right. Everything will change. But I want it to. I want things with him that Iβve never wanted with another person before.
I want to give him every single part of meβ¦even the broken parts.
I take off my mask and toss it, not caring where it lands. βGood.β
Itβs not a soft and gentle kss.
Itβs a kss that ravages me, consumes me. Itβs a kss that claims meβ¦effectively ruining me for anyone else, threatening to haunt me if my lips dare to ever touch anotherβs.
Heβs putting his mark on me with those lips, branding me with the stroke of his tongue and worshiping me with his every breath.
Iβve kssed a lot of guys in my lifetime. But Iβve never been kssed like this before.
He nips my lower lip and I let out a groan. His hands are everywhere- in my hair, moving up my spine, lifting and pulling me closer to him.
I feel his hardness against my stomach and taste the hint of whiskey on his to ngue, his heart beating faster than the speed of light.
We stay kssing for what feels like forever, neither of us daring to ruin the connection weβve forged by coming up for airβ¦until someone clears their throat around us.
I open my eyes and realize that Jackson has me pinned up against the wall, my dress is bunched around my thlghs and his own mask has slipped off.
βThis is a masquerade themed Halloween party. You both have to wear your masks. And stay off the dmned wall,β some big guy in a security t-shirt says gruffly before he walks away.
I unravel my legs from around Jacksonβs waist and I know my face is probably the color of a tomato. Iβve never been so happy to be in a dark room.
He cradles my face in his hands. βDo you want to stay? We can if you want to.β
I shake my head and Jackson takes my hand and heads toward the exit. βWait,β I say. We stop walking and he looks at me. βI have to go to the bathroom.β
He laughs as we walk over to where the bathrooms are, making sure to dodge any security personnel along the way.
βIβll be right outside the door if you need me,β he says. He bends down and I think heβs going to kss me again, but he ksses my forehead instead.
I turn around but he reaches for my arm. βHurry up because Iβm not sure how much longer I can keep my lips off of you,β he murmurs before he releases me and I enter the bathroom.
For a second, I think I must have walked into the wrong bathroom because I see the back of some guyβs head as he leans over the sink, obviously snorting some coke. I look at the bathroom door and sure enough, it is a womenβs bathroom. My bladder doesnβt discriminate, though so I slip past him into one of the stalls and take care of business.
The guyβs still hovering over the sink when Iβm done, but I know Jacksonβs right outside so I walk to the furthest sink away from him and wash my hands.
Itβs only when I see his reflection behind me that I jump.
Itβs the last person I ever expected to see here.
TO BE CONTINUED