Blame It On The Pain Episode 5
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???? Blame It On The Pain Episode FIVE:
(Alyssa Pov)
โYeah, you like that, you sIut?โ he says as he continues to pIow lnto me from behlnd.
His words reverberate through my head and I fight back the tears.
Nope. Not even a little bit.
โYeah,โ I say, hoping it will all be over soon.
โWhoโs a little sIut?โ he asks before I feel his entire body spasm against me.
โI am,โ I whisper. All while, secretly hating myself for how true it is and for putting myself through this scenario, yet again.
All in the name of puni$hment.
Thatโs what I do, thoughโฆthatโs how I cope. If you could even call it that.
A few more sIut shaming insults and a loud grunt laterโฆmy penance is over.
I leap off the b ed and make a beeline for the bathroom.
I force myself to look in the mirror. โYou only did it to yourself, Alyssa,โ I remind myself.
I close my eyes as I run a washcloth under the warm water and proceed to clean myself up.
A moment later the door opens and arms wrap around me like tentacles.
I move my head from side to side, looking for a way out.
โThat was great, babe. Huh?โ he asks while adjusting his large framed glasses on his face.
I roll my eyes against his preppy, polo shirt and give him a smile thatโs about as fake as a two dollar bill. โYup.โ
I shimmy past him and nod my head toward the front door. โYou can go now,โ I remind him.
He looks puzzled, which only serves to annoy me further.
I swear, every time we have sxโฆhe gets even more attached. Iโm going to have to cut him off soon.
I decide to try the nice approach with him one more time. โLook, I have a job interview today and I really need to get ready for it.โ
He laughs nervously. โOh, okay. I was getting a little worried there for a second. Thought you were getting sick of me.โ He takes a step forward. โWhen can I see you again? I really want to take you out on a date. I was thinking about taking you to the scienceโฆโ
Ughโฆthe walls are officially closing in on me.
I cut him off before he has a chance to finish that sentence. โLook, BrockโฆI think we need to go over the rules of our arrangement again. Thisโฆโ I gesture between us. โIs just sx. Thatโs it. Once a weekโmaximum.โ I walk toward him and cup his face in my hands. โYou are a great guyโฆbut I think this needs to end.โ
Before he has a chance to argue, I continue on with my spiel. โItโs not you, itโs totally me. I just donโt think weโre looking for the same things anymore.โ I give him a kss on the cheek and walk him to the front door. I unlock the door and give him a little nudge. โIโll see you around. Have a safe drive home. Buh-bye.โ
I slam the door shut and chain lock it behind me.
Heโs goneโฆcrisis averted.
I fall back against the doorโฆanother innocent, harmless nerd prototype bites the dust before he reached stage 5 clinger status.
With a sigh, I walk back into the bathroom and turn on the shower.
I finish the rest of my shower, and study the clothes I laid out for the interview I have later on tonight.
I pull up my favorite tight pair of jeans over my hips and reach for my low-cut white topโฆmade all that more pronounced by my black push-up b ra. Then I blow dry my hair and apply a quick coat of lip gloss and mascara.
I shake out my long blonde hair and run my fingers through it a few times.
I glance at the clock and let out a cur$e.
Given the fact that the cityโs about two hours away in rush hour traffic, Iโm running dangerously close to being late.
And lord knows, I desperately need this job.
After throwing on my favorite leather crop jacket, I give myself a once over in the mirror again and decide Iโm ready to go.
I canโt afford to blow this opportunity.
BLAME IT ON THE PAIN : EPISODE 1 โ 10
His dirt brown eyes skim over my body before landing on my chest. He rubs his chin and nods. โVery nice. Now, turn around and bend over for me, sweetheart.โ
Somewhere very deep inside, my inner feminist wants to cIaw his eyes out. But then I remind myself that all Iโve got in the fridge is a container of moldy milkโฆand cheese that looks like it will make good penicillin soon.
But that fails in comparison to the real reason I need this job.
I turn around and do what he says while he lets out a whistle. After a few moments have passed, I assume itโs safe to turn back around and my inspection is over.
He considers me for another minute or so and gives me another nod. โYouโre easy on the eyes, thatโs for sure. And you got a rockinโ body.โ He holds up a cue card with a giant number on it. โThink youโll be able to manage holding these up in the cage?โ he asks hesitantly.
Seriouslyโฆis he kidding?
I maintained a 4.0 for 3 years while studying journalism and news-casting at NYU for crying out loud.
I flash him a strained smile. โGee, I donโt know, Mister. It looks awfully hard.โ
He ยขocks an eyebrow at me.
ShtโฆI really need to learn to tone the sarcasm down every once in a while.
He clears his throat. โYou and another girl will be trading off. Youโll be in the green outfit and sheโll be in the red.โ
Awe, just like Christmas, I think before he continues with his sermon.
โAnd when youโre not working the ring. Youโll be eye candy for the elite members. You are to serve them beers, whiskey, whatever their hearts desire in between rounds. Got it?โ
I nod my head. โYes, sir.โ
He gives me another hard look. โAnd if you do anything to draw attention to this little operation we got going on here, it will take them a week to clean your brains off the pavement.โ
I shudder at his choice of words.
โGot it. The first rule of fight club is that you donโt talk about fight club.โ
He shoots me a look of annoyance and mumbles something under his breath that I donโt catch.
โSo when do I start?โ I ask eagerly.
He reaches into his desk drawer and pulls out two scraps of shiny green material. โIn two hours. Get ready,โ he says before throwing them at me.
My mouth hangs open. โYou mean, I start tonight?โ
He leans his elbows against the desk. โThat gonna be a problem for you?โ
I quickly shake my head. โNo. I would have just come more prepared if I had known is all.โ
He extends his thumb in the direction of the hallway. โDown the hall and to the left thereโs a dressing room for the ring girls. There is makeup and all that other girly shit in there.โ He glances at his watch. โIn fact, Lou-Lou should be in there getting ready right now. I suggest you make nice with her. The only fi ghts we like around here are the ones that bring in money. Not no prissy cat fi ghts. Last girl got fired for that,โ he warns.
โYou wonโt have a problem,โ I assure him. I make for the door when I abruptly turn around. โUm. So how much does this gig pay anyway?โ
He chuckles. โWell, youโll only be working one weekend night, every two weeks,โ he says. My excitement sinks with those words. โBut, youโll be making $800 for the nightโฆplus tips.โ
I give him a genuine smile this time before I begin walking down the hallway.
TO BE CONTINUED