Blame It On The Pain Episode 6
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???? Blame It On The Pain Episode SIX:
(Still Alyssaโs Pov)
Lou-Lou turned out to be nicer than I thought she would be. With her honey-kssed skin, full lips, small stature, and big brown eyesโฆit was easy to see why sheโd been hired.
She flips her long dark hair over her shoulder and studies our reflection in the mirror before she ruffles my hair and winks. โWeโre like totally salt and peppa,โ she squeaks. โThe guys are totally gonna love us.โ
Rein in your inner bch and be nice, Alyssa. I remind myself.
Suck in my stomach and add a bit more bronzer to my mostly pale cheeks.
She gives me another smile before she takes a few steps toward the door. I look at the clock on the wall. โSht, is it time already?โ
She pops her gum and giggles. โNo, silly. We need to take care of the fighters before the match.โ
Say what, now?
โTake care of themโฆhow?โ She gives me a wink. โUse your imagination, girlfriend.โ
Jesus Christ, I knew there was a catch.
Obviously, unfazed by my ho rrified expression she continues. โYouโre lucky. Youโre wearing green. That means you have Jacksonโฆheโs like mega hot. I mean, Iโve never been given the chance to try him out, but God, what Iโd give to one day.โ She playfully fans herself. โIโm stuck with some guy whoโs good looking, but dumb as a box of rocks.โ She twists her hair around her finger. โSee ya in a half hour, babes,โ she calls out before she leaves.
I spin my chair around to face the mirror again.
Could I actually doโฆthis?
I meanโฆwhat I do on my own time, is pretty much the same thing. Except I do it with safe nerdy guys. Guys who are into anime, and play dungeons and dragons in their motherโs basements.
Guys who I can control. Guys who will say and do whatever I want them to.
Guys who know about my past, but are just so happy to have a real girl to play with, they couldnโt care less.
Guys who are really good at haยขking computers and taking down certain things that always tend to pop up from time to time since that ho..rrible day over two years ago.
I take a deep breath and calm the tremors running through my stomach.
โYou only did it to yourself, Alyssa,โ I remind myself, yet again before I stand up and begin walking down the hallway.
I open the door.
What Iโm greeted with, is a sight Iโm sure Iโll never forget.
Tanned, muscular, flesh- encompassed by the body of an Adonis.
My eyes canโt help but stare at the finest a$s I have ever seen in my entire life. Two perfect globesโฆso ripe, I want to bite them.
I bite my lip instead as my gaze spans over his gorgeous back. Broad, sturdy, powerful.
I want to scratch my nails down that back, is my last thoughtโฆbefore he starts to turn around.
He briskly runs the towel through his short, dark, hair. โJesus, Ricardo. Donโt you knock anymore?โ he barks until he looks at me.
I canโt help but look down, but he quickly shifts the towel from his head, over to his package. Doesnโt stop me from taking in his large, toned, thighs, though.
Confusion is splashed all over his face. โYouโre not Ricardo,โ he says in a deep and raspy voice.
I shake my head. Still too transfixed by his body to speak.
My God. His abs. His abs must be made of pure granite. I silently count them in my head. Yup, heโs got an 8-pack.
He clears his throat, and itโs only then that I finally make my way up his body, but not before noticing the name scrawled over his left pectoral muscle in black ink- โLilly.โ
Yup, must be the girlfriendโฆor wife.
I swallow my distaste over the fact that he obviously cheats on her, as I lift my gaze and take in his eyes. Wow, theyโre something else. Mesmerizing, stormy gray swirls that- Iโm betting, would almost look dark blue in the right light.
The rest of his face is just as striking. Full, yet masculine lips combined with a strong jawline. Lou-Lou was wrong- โmega hotโ doesnโt even begin to describe how truly handsome he is.
My gaze turns from one of appreciation to annoyance. โSo, Iโm guessing Ricardo is who you choose to cheat on your wife with then?โ
He opens his mouth in either shock, or in an attempt to defend himself, but I donโt give him the chance. โMen like you, di$gust me. Thereโs no way in hโll, Iโm sleeping with you now, id!ot. You can forget it.โ
He takes a step toward me. โWhat?โ He looks dumbfounded as I back away from him. โChrist, there are so many things about that statement thatโs wrong, I donโt even know where to start.โ
I hold up my hands. โWhatever, I donโt fk married men.โ
โGood thing Iโm not married then,โ he says.
I stare at him wide-eyed.
โSht, that didnโt come out the way it was supposed to. All I meant was that Iโm not married. And if I was, I certainly wouldnโt cheat on her. And furthermore, I wouldnโt cheat on her with Ricardo- of all people.โ He smirks. โLetโs just say, heโs not my type.โ He looks me up and down, taking in my scantily clad uniform- which only consists of a shiny green b ra top and matching bo oty shorts. โAnd I donโt know who the hโll youโve been talking to, but youโre not expected to fk the fi ghters.โ
โBut, Lou-Lou made it seem likeโโ
He shakes his head. โWhatever you do, donโt listen to Lou- Lou. Sheโs very territorial, and likes to steer the new girls in the wrong direction. Just because she makes it her mission to fk the fi ghters, doesnโt mean that you have to.โ He scratches his head. โBesides, if that was the caseโwhy would you ever agree to do that anyway? Donโt you value yourself at all?โ he asks, his tone dripping with both disdain and curiosity.
โIโโ I start. Iโm at a loss for words. On one hand, Iโm appalled at how judgmental he is โ but on the otherโฆheโs touched on something so personal.
I open my mouth and attempt to answer him again, but insteadโฆI reach for the doorknob behind me and book it the hโll out of the room.
I run back down the hall and enter the dressing room. I lock myself inside the small toilet stall and fight back the tears for the second time that day.
His words echo in my head as I look in the mirror. โDonโt you value yourself at all?โ
I draw in a shaky breath and reapply my makeup expertly while I look myself in the eye.
โNo, Jackson. Not anymore.โ
TO BE CONTINUED