Blame It On The Pain Episode 73
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???? Blame It On The Pain SEVENTY THREE:
DeLuca claps his hands. βGood. Now that weβve got that all sorted out and everyone knows where the other stands. Alyssa, I would like your attention.β
Fordβs eyes meet mine. βDonβt, Alyssa. Whatever he says isnβt true. You have to trust me. I love you. I have always loved you.β
Behind me, Ricardo coughs. βYou are one fked up person, Ford. And Iβve seen some sht, but this right hereβ¦this takes the cake.β
Against my better judgment, I look at DeLuca.
βPlease, DeLuca,β Ford pleads. βIβve never asked you for a single thing, other than sparing her life. If you tell her everything. It will ki ll her.β
βIβm counting on it,β DeLuca sneers.
I look back to Ford. βDo you or do you not work for DeLuca?β
βTechnically, yes. But I didnβt always. I am a member of the FBI first and foremost.β
Behind me, Ricardo says, βYeah, heβs what we like to call a flipper-flopper. You know, when it suits him.β
βWhy, Ford? How could you do that after you saw what he did to my father?β
βBecause I became too powerful for him to keep trying to take down,β DeLuca interjects.
Fordβs face pales. βI couldnβt beat DeLuca. So, I had to join him. There was no other way.β
DeLuca takes a step forward and his face hardens. βGo ahead, Alyssa. Ask him what his first job for me was.β
Fordβs face contorts in pain and I feel so lightheaded white spots form in front of my eyes.
I shake my head and point my gvn at him. All thoughts of Lou-Lou as my leverage forgotten. βNo,β I shout. βYou wouldnβt do that to my dad. He was your best friend. You grew up together. He loved you. You wouldnβt set him up to get ki lled.β
βIβm so sorry,β Ford whispers. βI had no choice.β
βThereβs always a choice!β
DeLuca grins and it looks so sickening I have to look away. βAnd what a choice it was. He obviously chose to save his own as s. He came to me, worked out a deal and gave up your dear old dad in the exchange. You know, he was the one who suggested we do it right here, too. He said your dad liked the water.β DeLuca chuckles. βHe even set up the two gang members to take the fall for it. Iβll admit that was brilliant.β
I look at Ford, not even trying to hold back my tears. βYouβre so sick.β
Behind me, Ricardo whispers, βYup.β
βI wonβt deny that,β Ford says. βBut I love you, Alyssa. You know that I do.β
Iβm more certain than ever that what he felt for me wasnβt love, it was some gruesome combination of guilt, fixation, and control. I look Ford right in the eyes. βNo, what I knowβ¦is that you were on the phone with me when it happened. You heard me cry my heart out. You heard my screams as DeLuca took my father from me.β
I have to put my hand to my chest just to make sure my heartβs still beating and it didnβt physically crack into a million pieces. βYou picked up that scared and destroyed little girl and held her in your arms like she was your own. You held her like you would protect herβ¦all while knowing you did this to me. To him! How could you?β
A guttural cry rips from my throat and DeLuca laughs like itβs the funniest thing in the world. βAnd thatβs not even all of it.β
βWhat else could there possibly be?β Lou-Lou whispers. Then she gasps.
DeLuca gives me a sinister smirk. βAlyssa? Besides your father dying, can you think of anything else that might have ruined your life?β
βSht,β Ricardo mutters.
βYou were behind the sx tape, Ford?β
He stays silent.
βAnswer her, Ford.β DeLuca directs. He shakes his head.
βYou tell her the truth now. Itβs the least you can do, you sΒ’umbag,β Ricardo says, low and deadly.
βDeLuca promised Gaffney that he would win the run for mayor if his son Dean did it,β Ford says. βHowever, it was my idea in the first place. I paid the Gaffneyβs off and promised that Dean would never get busted on a DUI charge if he fked you and filmed it.β
βWhat is wrong with you? Why would you do that to me?β
βI needed to do something toββ he pauses like he canβt even say it.
DeLuca gives me a sht-eating grin. βTo make sure your pretty face would never end up on the evening news. Where you could slip up and tell the whole world what I did to your daddy. Live from New York. You know, you really should have chosen a different major at NYU.β His eyes blacken and I take a step back, not even caring that Ricardoβs gvn is still digging into me.
βI run this city,β DeLuca shouts while taking a step forward. βItβs mine. My greed, my hunger, my moneyβ¦but most of all my control and power. I let you live as a courtesy to Ford; after certain assurances were put in place, of course. But, I wasnβt going to have your stupid as s mess up what I worked so hard to build. I couldnβt take that chance.β His lips turn up in a snarl and he winks. βHowever, I would like to thank you for being such a willing participant. Nice t its by the way.β
I blink back impending tearsβ¦but there arenβt any left. Thereβs only darkness and pain.
I look at Ford again. βThe way you treated me after it happened. I went to you for help and youββ
βMade her believe she was nothing but a whβre. Broke her trust in everyone and everything. Hurt her beyond all repair. And this was all after you had already ripped her heart out. You really are one despicable mother fker,β Jacksonβs voice booms from somewhere in the distance.
βNo,β I say with my hand on the trigger. βHeβs one despicable de ad motherfker.β
βNo!β Jackson shouts, coming into view and halting me at the last possible second. βDonβt do it, Alyssa.β
In my peripheral vision, I see Ricardo aim his gvn at DeLuca.
βHe deserves it,β I argue as Fordβs eyes close and he clutches his stomach.
βHe does, baby. I know he does,β Jackson says. βBut you need to let me do it.β
βWhat? No.β
βYes,β he insists. βYouβre not a ki ller, baby. I am. Your soul is still untarnished and I want it to stay that way. You donβt know what itβs like to take a life, Alyssa. Mike deserved everything I did to him and I would take his life again in a heartbeat. But, mu rder is a burden that I never want you to bear. I wonβt let you destroy yourself again because I love you.β
He walks behind Ford and lowers his gvn to his head. βAnd you need to let me do this for you. And after this, Iβm going to take out DeLuca. Iβm going to take every single nightmare away, baby. I promise.β
βNo,β Ricardo barks in DeLucaβs direction.
Ricardo moves closer to DeLuca and grabs Lou-Lou right before DeLuca has a chance to shoot Jackson. βDonβt you even think about it, Babbo,β he says before he puts the gvn to her head.
Everyoneβs attention turns to DeLuca and Ricardo at that moment.
As thankful as I am to Ricardo for not letting DeLuca shoot Jackson, Iβm equally petrified for Lou-Lou. I never thought Ricardo would ki ll her. I regret ever bringing her here now.
Then, before anyoneβs brain can catch up to whatβs happening. Ricardo leans down and ksses Lou-Louβs tear-stained cheek. βTi amo. Sii libero,β he whispers in her ear.
Lou-Lou reaches behind her and pulls a gvn out of her waistband.
She lifts her chin and aims the gvn directly at DeLucaβs head. Heβs so caught off guard, he doesnβt even have time to aim his gvn at her. βBrucia allβinferno. Burn in hβll, Bruno,β she says as she pulls the trlgger, four times.
In slow motion we watch DeLucaβs b rain spIatter all over the warehouse, his body falling to the floor with a heavy thud.
I canβt contain the smile on my face. I think itβs the brightest itβs ever been. I barely even hear the sirens in the distance.
I open my mouth to thank Lou-Lou but she runs out the back door in the blink of an eye.
The sirens get louder and blue and red lights illuminate the warehouse.
βJackson Reid, put your hands behind your head. You are under arrest,β a voice says over a megaphone as the doors burst open.
My heart shatters like glass and I drop to my knees.
Thatβs when Ford lifts his head and smiles at me.
TO Be Continued