Blame It On The Pain Episode 79
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???? Blame It On The Pain SEVENTY NINE:
I walk into the room and I immediately want to turn right back around. This canโt be my new lawyer.
Sheโs too young. Younger than me. Maybe even younger than Alyssa, who knows.
The one thing I do know isโฆthereโs no way sheโs the best lawyer on the East Coast.
โIโm sorry. I think thereโs been a mistake,โ I say before turning around.
โThereโs no mistake, Jackson. My name is Michelle. I know you were probably expecting my father.โ
Needless to say, sheโs got my attention. โI didnโt mean to be rude. Iโm justโโ
She holds out her hand. โWorried? Scared? Nervous?โ
I shake her hand. โAll of the above.โ
She sits down. โMy dad is the big wig in the family. The one Ricardo spoke to and hired, actually.โ
I take a seat, although, Iโm not sure why, but for some reason I feel compelled to. โNo offense, Michelle. But if your dad is the lawyer. Then why are you here?โ
She smiles and tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. โWell, Iโm a lawyer too, actually.โ
โOh, so I guess youโre just taking care of some of the paperwork for him?โ
She pulls out a briefcase. โNo. I actually asked my father if it would be okay to take on this case myself.โ
I shift in my seat, trying to think of a polite way to decline and tell her that I need her father. โLook, you seem really nice andโโ
โI went to school with Lilly.โ
I feel the gravitational tug on my heart from hearing her name. Well, that would explain why she looks so young.
She folds her hands on the table. โWe had a few classes together at Harvard. Iโd like to think we were friends. Your sister was an amazing person.โ
โI know.โ
โI saw the subtle change in her, Jackson. She went from being happy-go-lucky and so full of life and happiness to being miserable.โ
I put my head in my hands. โI should have noticed the signs. I should haveโโ
โShe would have denied it,โ she says. โI tried talking to her a few times and it was like talking to a brick wall. The only thing that confronting her did was make her distance herself more.โ She holds my gaze. โAbuse victims leave their abusers on average seven times before they leave for good. It wasnโt her fault, but she would have stayed until she found the strength within herself to leave.โ
I look down. โBut if I knewโฆI could have saved her life.โ
โNo,โ she says. โAnd you know why? Because Lilly already knew she could go to you, Jackson. She knew how much you loved her. She knew that if she called you and said that she needed you that you would have been right there. She knew that.โ
I look up. โWhy didnโt she?โ
Thatโs the question that will always haunt me. Why didnโt she? I would have done anything for her, anything.
โBecause she blamed herself for the pain,โ she whispers. โBecause he made her. Thatโs what abusers do. They tear you down piece by piece and bit by bit. Until thereโs nothing left anymore.โ
She wipes her eyes. โBut make no mistake about it. None of this was her fault. It was all him.โ
โI know.โ I sit up and look at her. โYou know a lot about this.โ
She nods. โI do.โ
Thereโs a moment of silence between us before she takes out a manila folder. โItโs why I asked my dad if I could take on this case.โ She bites the cap of her pen nervously. โBut youโd really be taking a huge risk with me.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โThis would be my very first case by myself.โ
Oh, thatโs what she means.
I sit back and cross my arms. โOkay, Letโs say I hire you. Whatโs the argument?โ
โI donโt have one.โ
โLook, I didnโt go to law school. And Iโm not nearly as smart as Lilly wasโฆbut I do know that defense attorneys should present an argument. You know, like self-defense, insanity, or an accidental ki lling.โ
She crosses her arms, stares me down and I immediately feel it. โHe wasnโt attacking you, he attacked Lilly. Youโre not insane. And you donโt regret it, so Iโm not sure that going with an accidental ki lling defense would be the best way to go. So, the way I see itโฆthat only leaves me with one choice.โ
โWhich is?โ
โTelling the truth.โ
I stand up and shake her hand. โYouโre hired.โ
She jumps to her feet. โWhat? Really? You mean it?โ
โYup. Thatโs the only way I want to win this case. And I canโt help but think that if it was Lilly herself defending me, she would want the same.โ
TO Be Continued