Love Impossible Episode 51
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???? Love Impossible Episode Fifteen:
(???? Don’t Come Close… Love Isn’t For Me ????)
PART Ⅱ: DARKER SHADES OF US ????
♯ Two Weeks Later ♯
???? •BLISS• ????
A smile spreads across my lips as I stare at the psych 101 assignment given to us by Professor Anya. It is to write a short essay on ‘Who am I’. Dad allowed me resume my classes a week and a half ago, before he went on a trip and promised to be back tomorrow.
Well, it is been two weeks since the incident, and a lot has happened in between those two weeks. Like Zeke going for his first game since he became the quarterback of his team and bringing home victory, practically he is the hero in the eyes of NYU students especially the girls.
Hey don’t look at me like that, a girl can get jealous can’t she?
Other things happened too, like Sandy and Patty getting sentenced to fifteen years in jail for child trafficking and Ryder sentenced to life imprisonment for the murder of Corey and Dad gained custody of the Phillip’s children and enrolled them in schools. When i had asked him why he did that, he had said even though Patty murdered Mum.. He still wouldn’t leave her children homeless for fifteen years because they still had a little of mum’s blood running through their veins. It is absurd—His notion I mean but, I am proud of him for doing that, whatever reason he has for doing that.
I sigh as I pick up my pen and start to write.
Who AM I…
‘We all ask ourselves this question, at least once in our lifetime and in response we always have at least an answer or two to give it. Well, so did I.
…..At first, i thought i was an outcast, a girl that deserved to be thrown out of wherever I was. A girl with no hope or future whatsoever, a girl with nothing but her own shades of darkness eating her up—put it this way, I thought I was nothing but demon possessed. Void of anything humane and not to fit to be loved.
Then. I moved on, life led me on and pushed me into another phase. With this, I began to see myself another way, my own self began to look different in my own eyes. At that point I thought i was only born for the pleasure of other people. I thought my life only revolved around pleasing other people and following whatever ridiculous rules I was given,
“Red! you really gonna sit in that room for the whole day eh!” I hear Chloe yell from the outer room and I chuckle.
“You won’t talk like that if you attended Dorsey Anya’s class for once in your life” Ava replies her as she steps into the room. Did I forget to say Ava has been staying with us for a week now, sharing Chloe’s room. Well she has and so far so good, it doesn’t look like she is going away anytime soon.
Well, I don’t want her to because I fvking love her company a lot.
“My point exactly… That woman would screw you up if you joke with her assignments” I add, closing up my book. “Are you done with yours?” I ask Ava and she scoffs.
“Done? At least I did write the title… I could use your help anyway” she stretches her hand to take my book but I swat it away.
“Use your brain Ava… Don’t be a dumb little kid” I joke and she pouts.
“Little Kids are always dumb”
I roll my eyes. “Whatever, but you still ain’t touching my book”
“You are so mean, Bliss” she whines and snorts at me. I laugh and close my book.
“I think Piper is done making her magic treats and I’m damn hungry now…. So Anya’s assignment can wait” I tell Ava and stand up.
“So nice of you to come out, i thought you were gonna rot in there” Chloe remarks when i come out. I roll my eyes at her. The girls are sprawled on the carpeted floor watching a Netflix movie on Chloe’s laptop. Ava and I join them on the floor.
“What movie is this?” Ava asks picking one of the pie on Chloe’s plate.
“Rugal… It is a Korean movie” Bella replies.
“Hey Bliss… You should try my new cream pie…. Tell me what you think about it” Piper winks at me, slapping a pie to my hands.
“Don’t put that death sentence into hour mouth… It tastes like a lizard lung” Chloe jokes, her mouth full of obviously this same pie.
“You still haven’t gotten over your jealousy of me eh… And pray tell me dear friend . how do you know how a lizard lung tastes?”
“You’d be surprised I know a lot of things Miss Wilder” Chloe flips her hair to the back.
“Will you guys stop arguing like little kids and let’s watch this movie in peace” Bella says.
“My point exactly… We can’t afford to watch a movie in pieces” Ava adds.
- I’m about to say something when my phone dings from the pocket of my jean. I smile when I see who the message is from. Zeke.
- hey babe, I’m outside your apartment… Wanna come out.
- sure I’m coming. I send back and immediately stand up slipping on my flops.
“Where are you going Red?”
“Um… Zeke is outside” I say silently trying to hide the blush creeping up my cheeks.
“Oh… You wanna ditch us for your quarterback boyfriend eh” Piper scoffs and I chuckle.
“I ain’t ditching you girls… I just want to see him for a while”
“Hey go on and enjoy yourself Bliss… Don’t mind this jealous freaks” Bella tells me and I smile before literally skipping outside.
“Hey” I grin when I see him leaning against his bike. He is dressed in his signature black jeans and black T-shirt with his leather jacket to complete. A lazy smirk plays on his lips when his blue orbs meet mine.
“Hey babe” he straightens up as I walk closer to him, he then pulls me to himself and crushes his lips on mine.
I sigh, releasing myself to his arms and curling my arms around his neck. He deepens the kiss his tongue twirling and tangling with mine, fueling every ounce of desire in me.
“You are so beautiful Blaze” he says against my mouth and he releases me.
I grin shyly and he cocks his head. “Wanna go out with me?”
I shrug. “You will just give me some minutes to change my clothes” I tell him.
“Well, to me anything you wear is okay… I’d still love you the same if you were in rags” he says but suddenly frowns as if he remembers something.
“Hey what is it?”
“Um…. Actually Cole wanted me to tell you three things” I raise my brow.
“Cole?”
“Yeah…. He said he is sorry for misjudging you”
“Oh…. I guess I should be sorry for slapping him too… And the other two?”
Zeke looks down , pressing his lips together. “Zeke talk to me” I urge and he sighs.
“I…. I had…” He pauses. “Promise you are not gonna leave me Blaze” he says, his voice holds an urgency that I can’t quite explain.
“You know I won’t ever leave you”
“Promise..?”
“Promise” I mutter and he sighs, kicking the ground.
“When we had that fight after our date at the park… I …. I had sex with Raleigh…. But that was before we started dating and… And I was drunk… I swear I didn’t even remember a thing… It was just…”
“And the second?” I ask cutting him off. He looks up at me.
“What?”
“What’s the second thing?”
“You are not gonna say anything about that?”
I shake my head. “As long as it wasn’t after you asked me to be your girlfriend and she isn’t pregnant… I have nothing to say…” Though it hurts, but I cannot say anything about that else I would only be hypocritical because I have done worse even though I didn’t have a choice.
“So what’s the second?”
“At first…. I tried getting close to you because…. Because of a bet” he says quietly.
That stings me and I gulp clenching my fists. But then I remember everything that has happened. He didn’t run when I told him about myself… He helped me found my dad… He brought me out of whatever darkness I had put myself in.
I exhale and stare at him, his eyes holds enough apology than he can say with his mouth. “And now? Is it still a game?”
“No! Of course not Blaze… I love you… I really do” he replies immediately and I smile before pressing a chaste kiss to his lips.
“And I love you too Zeks” I say against his lips.
Did Patty say I am not fit to be loved? Didn’t I tell myself that Love is impossible for me? Well those are absolute lies…
Everyone of us is fit to be loved… No matter our stories, our past or our present… Love is never impossible for anyone, we just have to look closely to find it… Who knows, it might just be an apartment away from you…
My name is Bliss Carnap and this is where I drop my pen!
THE END…!!!
Whoosh! Did I just finish my fourth book… Hell yeah I just did! And I am so fucking happy. I wouldn’t have done it without you all though…. Thank y’all for reading.
(I specially wanna thank Adewale Damilare and Tolu Taiwo Victor.. You guys are the best friends a writer could ever ask for… With your words of inspiration and encouragement, I couldn’t have asked for anything more)
And till my next book which will be dropping either on Tuesday or Wednesday…
I say.. Adiós????????
